Berries Fairies

 

Because sometimes spoons turn red and berries taste sour

two years of sweaters and blue

Two years and I'm back, hopefully for good now. I would love to say that I have changed, and I guess I did in some parts, but change sometimes I feels ceased to matter unless it's the change I want. And I don't think I've reached the person I want to be just yet.

But I've learned a lot, about myself mostly, and I have learned to be okay with the fact that I watch too much of Leon the Professional and The Mummy series on replay, and that on nights like this I spend my two am and three am fearing that I won't get anywhere in life. In short I've learned that I'm not okay and is still learning to be okay with the fact that I'm not okay and might never be okay.

Have I tried to document my life in other ways in the past two years? Yes I have, I started a blog mooserise.tumblr.com but that failed badly...I couldn't keep up with writing three paragraphs about nothing every time, it became a chore that I couldn't help but forgo